A great witness.

.....looking to Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of our faith. Hebrews 12:2
I was taking a service in the local aged care facility among a small group of faithful elderly people and one resident in particular seems to stand out. She would be well in her eighties, a quiet gentle lady who just smiles and emanates a peace. She has an aura about her. This day she actually spoke and said. 'I walked with Jesus. I walked by his side. He was so, so lovely, a beautiful man.' she paused a moment and went on to say.' Do you think that could be real or did I dream it?' and she looked at me with intense blue eyes and a face that shone, a face that emanated Christ's presence.'  'It was a long time ago,' she said, 'but I remember it and feel it inside me like it was just now. Every  time I think of it I feel I am filled up again and again with Jesus.' What great witnesses  our older people are. A life time of trials, tribulations and joys and still so strong in the Lord. What a great encouragement to us all who are still 'running the race.'
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

The secret of the Lord is theirs

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see our God: the secret of the Lord is theirs, their soul is Christ's abode. (TIS 448)
I recall the memorial service I held in the nursing home each year on All Souls and All Saints Day. It was so moving  as we remembered all those who had passed away from among us in the last twelve months. Reading the names out one by one of 30 or more people,Remembering the faces, remembering them, all these special people that have shared a portion of their life with me and it throws such a special meaning to the words from the book of Hebrews. 'Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses.....' (Hebrews 12:1) As I prepared for the service, filling the vases with roses, I noticed on one stem that there was a cluster of full blooms and among  them was one that had died. The imagery was powerful and humbling and yes we are indeed surrounded by a great cloud of witnesses in our Christian walk.

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

moving mountains

If you have faith as big as a mustard seed, you can say to the mountain, move from here to there, and it will move. Matthew 17:20
If every person in every place made it their goal to give their best , to help the needy and support the stranger what a different world we would live in. Even though our efforts might seem small at times, or overwhelming,we can live knowing we are doing our best where we are. Its like this familiar story. A man was on his way to buy a horse and as he was walking along he came across a little sparrow that was lying on its back, frantically kicking its legs in the air. 'Excuse me,' asked the man, 'But what are you doing?' The sparrow replied. 'I heard this morning that the sky was going to fall in.' The man said. 'And what do you think kicking in the air will do?' The sparrow replied. 'I am trying to stop it.'
Doing our best in daily life should be our aim and its amazing what a difference that can make. Our efforts don't have to move mountains. Just raising the spirits of those we come in contact with will change their day and possibly

their life.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Brilliant creator

O Lord, how manifold are your works! In wisdom you have made them all. The earth is full of your possessions. Psalm 104:24
Take a look at everything that is within your field of vision and reflect. God made it all.
 I am so blessed by several 'welcome swallows' that are on a great mission to build their mud nest right in the corner above my front door. Its seems like a family effort as there are more than two birds putting in a huge effort of carrying mud balls in their tiny beaks from the pond across the road and placing it on the wall. I can see the shape of the nest forming and O what a blessing all this activity is and of all the birds to be nesting at my front door, its the 'welcome swallow.'
I continue to stand in awe at the great works of our mighty God.Brilliant creator, master craftsman to the smallest detail and one who knows how to provide that blessing that he knows will 'makes my day.' Its a wonderful thing when we can, without even thinking about it, capture the wonder of God and his greatness, in the moment.

To see the beauty of the Lord.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

look on the heart

The Lord  does not see as mortals see;they look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart. 1 Samuel 16-7
What a privilege it is to be with the people  on the margins of society. Those often described as different or of no value or worth. Its working with vulnerable people that I find the greatest privilege in  my life. The isolated elderly give me the gift of their life story, endurance and experience, those who have a disability give me the gift of their humor, their love, their ability to face all sorts of challenges in life . I feel so close to God when I spend time with them. I guess its because they are the people that Jesus mixed  with and asked us to care for. Somehow when I am with them I can see, as he would have, beyond their outward appearances. I can see beyond that to the 'real' people that they are. Just like you and me. I love this story: (Paul Prough)
'While walking along a river bank on afternoon, I cam across a rough looking character shabbily dressed, gazing intently at something near the waters edge. I was suspicious of him and tried pass by quickly. He turned towards me and I dared look at him. He was smiling! relief flooded through me. 'Aren't they beautiful? he said and as I looked among the weeds there was this mass of purple-blue violet flowers.'

May God help us to look at the heart and not the outward appearance.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Servant of the Lord.

Glorious riches

I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit  in your inner being. Ephesians 3:16
There is so much to be thankful for. There has been storms in the night bringing life giving rain. The air is fresh with the smell of the eucalyptus;there are puddles on the muddy path  (and the child in me wants to jump into one) The birds are ruffling wet feathers and singing even louder than usual and the grass already looks greener. There is a true sense of God having been at work in the night, washing the countryside with life giving rain and in the early morning light I see the sun come through the gaps in the clouds creating light  in the fading darkness as if God is smiling an all his work and I thought of all these things, God's glorious riches, and was strengthened and empowered for the day.
May you start your day also realising God's glorious riches, and through that,may you be strengthened over and over through the day.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

Photo: wildflowers by the walking track.

Glory, glory

The glory of the Lord shall be revealed.  Isaiah 40:5
In the hard places
in the laughter
in the breathtaking moments
in the pauses
in the noise
in the quiet
in all we do this day......in all we say....in all we are
May we see it , may we show

it,everywhere we go this day and every day
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Picture: Coober Pedy Breakaways.

A flash of heaven

'Like the sound of a distant bell comes God's call. Be still and know that I am God (psalm  46:10)

Every spring morning I seem to travel to heaven as I enjoy the delights of the scented garden and  the call of the busy birds. One smell of the newly opened sweet peas, one sight of the opening iris's and one glance at the rose buds in  anticipation of their coming glory and there I experience a flash of heaven. A word of praise. and an expression of joy to God that's caught on the breath of prayer falls from my lips. And as Annie Dillard says: ' If I am lucky I might be jogged awake by a bird call, This morning it was the wood duck.'

Life in the fast lane, in the mode of fast forward, can stop us from having an encounter with the wonders of God that are all around us if we only take the time to pause, to look, to wonder. To be still.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

Giving hope

Tend the flock of God that is in your charge. 1 Peter 5:2
I wonder do you have a personal  vision statement for your life. Do you have some thought set in your heart and mind that guides your daily actions and steers  your life?
On a piece of paper taped to the shelf above  my office desk I have these words which I call my vision statement, almost an agreement with God.They are small words that pack a big punch. They  set the daily round for me  and they capture my life. They simply say: 'Lord, please bless the ones who have no hope and show me how to help.'   As much as I see this as my vision statement I also 'hear' it deep in my heart as 'Here I am, Lord.'  A God given vision, heart felt and acted on is the voice of God that requires a response from us to the life he has called us to live. Meditate a moment on your vision, your way of life.

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

feel the gentle peace

In thy presence, is fullness of joy Psalm 16:11
Just pause a moment and go outside and look at the face of God who is constantly reminding us of his presence. I could 'feel' the gentle peace in the mist silently hovering in the folds of the spring green hills. I could 'hear' God's masterpiece in the warble of the magpies, welcoming the morning. I could 'see ' his creativity in the delicate, beautifully crafted blossoms of the Wattle (have you looked at one up close?) and yes, even the weeds of the field have flowers of yellow, white and blue and I see, so cheeky, a sulpha crested cockatoo pop his head up from among the long grass as if playing hide and seek with his mates and I momentarily see God's humour. These are moments of stillness and reflection and as I

pause I reflect on the words of Martin Luther who said: ' Our Lord has written the promise of the resurrection not in books, but in every leaf (and I say presence) of springtime.'
The new day is full of new discoveries, new signs among us. Who could doubt the living God.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

To God be the Glory

O Lord my God, you are very great......the earth is satisfied by the fruit of his work.' Psalm 104:1,13
Have you noticed God is putting on his glory again?
The Daphne is out.The Cootamundra wattle is out.The Japonica buds have burst.The morning sky is a kaleidoscope of colour and, on the flowering gum, tiny 'ballerina' like blossoms are dancing in soft pink tu-tu's.
Its so special to be able to look about and see  the things of God, here, there and everywhere and we  will see his glory, if we have our eyes fixed on him.
Fanny Crosby had 3000 of her works published and among them was  the hymn, 'To God be the Glory.' Fanny was blind from birth yet God gave her a knowledge that allowed her minds eye to'see' his glory.

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ
Anne, servant of the Lord.

From insect to mountain top.

'He gave us eyes to see them and lips that we might tell, how great is God Almighty who has made all things well.' (TIS 135)

Suddenly, when we sing a familiar hymn from down the ages of the older people, faces light up, voices are raised and memory fills the singing. That happens at the aged care facility when we sing the likes of 'All things bright and Beautiful' I was reading some works of Henry Gariepy who said: 'He (God) polished the eye of every tiny insect, painted the bell on the Lilly and crafted the exquisite geometry of the snowflake. He is the one who has made 'all things bright and beautiful.' Somehow its that sense of 'God is in control' that sits deep within us from the beginning of our faith. A God who can so powerfully create tiny detail and momentous expanse of mountain and sea yet is a God who know the depth of you and me. In this troubled and anxious world let us hold strong to the God of our childhood, the God of our faith formation, the God who has journeyed with us through life, the God who never leaves us, the God who is only a prayer (or a hymn) away.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

the promised land

Then Moses went up from the plains of Moab to Mt Nebo, to the top of Pisgah, which is opposite Jericho and the Lord showed him the whole land.....The Lord said to him. 'This is the land, I will give it to your descendants.'  Deuteronomy 34:1-4 (paraphrased.)
I was walking on the bicycle track after rain and there were worms attempting to cross it. The bitumen was drying fast and many were stuck. Some made it to the other side, some perished on the way and for some strange reason I thought of Moses and his people as they struggled for years to reach the promised land. Some made it, some perished on the way. Then, I took that thought further into our own lives and how many struggle in their endeavor to reach the promised land. Some are lost on the way, some die, some don't know it exists and some run with great perseverance to reach it.
 Our task is to lead God's people, to seek them out,to make Christ known, to nurture them on the way to that promised land that is theirs by faith.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

disconcerting

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life. Psalm 23:6
Something to think about today. Its called 'Disconcerting' and I don't know the author. It says:
'I read in a book, that a man called Christ was going about doing good.Its very disconcerting to me, that I so easily satisfied,was just going about.'

It sort of pulls you up in your tracks a bit and makes you think, doesn't it.

Israel. Road to Jerico

So lets pray about that by saying:
Day by day, O Lord, of you three things we pray,to see you more clearly,to love you more dearly
to follow you more nearly
day by day. Amen
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ
Anne, servant of the Lord

create in me

Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Psalm 51:10
Everything was so still and I could feel the warmth of spring already creeping into the day and as I walked there was just me and God.
I stopped in my tracks as I heard the call of a baby bird anxious for its breakfast and being watched by its mother, one eye on the baby and one eye on the food gathering.
I marveled at the increasing bud burst on the blossom tree where pink blooms were bursting free from dry, uninteresting buds on leafless branches.
And for the first time this spring the red rump, fire-tail finches are gathering the crumbs from the base of the bird feeder.
I looked at the small cup shaped indents in the  dust where the sparrows have been having a dust bath and thought of God's promise that he even cares for them.
I love the early morning when everything is still, when every hour belongs to me, and I do as I will (Chrissy Greenslade)
Make time for yourself. Enjoy the special moments.

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

continual feast

The cheerful heart has a continual feast. Proverbs 15:15
We are never poor when our heart has a continual feast:
Company of good friends sharing chocolate, sharing the beauty of nature, sharing life.
Walking at sunrise, catching the creation of the day, the fog,the mist, the colour.
Welcoming in the spring,the smell of  mown grass, wattle,  bright yellow daffodils, warm sunny days.
The blessings from God, The stranger we meet along the way,Godly encounters, our life, his comfort and his love.
I read this from Iris Murdoch: 'One of the secrets of a happy life is continuous small treats.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Are you Jesus

'You are the light of the world. Let your light shine before others that they may see your good works and give Glory to your Father in heaven.' Matthew 5:14-16(paraphrased)
There are so many ways we can be the light of Christ in this world and I recall a  story that I heard many years ago: Three men were running late for their flight home after a convention and in their haste they knocked over a stand that was selling apples and they went everywhere. In fear of missing their flight the men kept going. As they got close to the departure gate one of the men said to his friends, 'call my wife and tell her I will be on a later flight' and he turned and went back to the apple stand where the young girl was struggling to gather the apples. He proceeded to help her and in conversation discovered she was blind. With the apples back in place, he gave her money for the damaged ones and said his good bye. As he was walking away she called out to him 'Mister, are you Jesus?'

Think about how your daily actions can cause others to see Jesus.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

faithful God

I know that whatever God does endures forever; nothing can be added to it, nor anything taken  from it.Ecclesiastes 3:14
Mist, fine and hovering was elevated just a few inches above the still water on the pond and sleepy wood ducks waddled up the hill looking for their breakfast among the clumps of grass and although the morning  was quiet a great chorus came from deep within the pond, a chorus from the frogs of peeps and squeaks and croaks and ribb-it. As I left the gate I passed my side garden with aromas of the violets and a gimps of the first of the delicate spring blossom on the prunes tree. Oh God, how wonderful it is to focus on the rich legacy we have in you, that steadfastness, faithfulness, that ' for ever showing upness' that lasts forever and shows us that in you we too will last forever, forever in your kingdom.

In a troubled world let us not lose the glimpses of the steadfastness, the beauty and the faithfulness of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Standing for Jesus

Do not let loyalty and faithfulness forsake you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. Proverbs 3:3
As a Sunday School child I remember many things I was taught and that experience was the foundation of my faith and belief. Some of the songs have never left my memory or my voice, songs such as, 'Stand up stand up for Jesus you Soldiers of the Cross ' and ' Onward Christian Soldiers.' Perhaps the words these days are not appropriate for the world we live in but I think if I were captive because of my faith these are two songs that would be on my trembling heart. Like many I long to stand strong in faith yet I question my own loyalty and courage. Would I, would I stand firm and say 'Yes, I believe in Jesus' if my life or the life of my family and friends was in danger? I pray I would.
Lord, prepare our hearts always in readiness to meet you at any time, in any place.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

church of the Holy Sepulchre. Jerusalem

in need of light

Come, let us walk in the light of the Lord. Isa 2:5
I was reflecting on these words in the early morning. It seemed the country side has stood still, almost empty, not a sound, even the first of the early birds were still asleep yet I knew within the hour the light would come and every living creature and  plant would start responding. Its like that with the light of Christ. We know that it too will move and filter into dark places and I reflect on each of us as 'light bearers,' those who carry the light of Christ into places of need be it through action or the word, the breath of our prayers. I have a mission statement for my nursing ministry to those in the community who struggle with the daily issue of  just living, it says:   Please bless the ones who have no hope and show me how to help.
'Bathed in morning light, pray that the lantern of your life move gently this day in all those places where light is needed.'Macina Wiederkehr)

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Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

Brothers and Sisters in Christ

We are the peace makers. Matt 5.
 I come back from a crisp morning walk in minus 4 degree frost, crystal clear sky and a quiet that seems to echo the presence of Christ yet on my mind and in my heart is the knowledge that many are living in a place where peace seems so far of.I read a quote which said:  'The quakes in their lives are registered on the Richter Scale of our own heart's'. (Gariepy)
I am blessed, you are blessed and we are blessed, because we are children of God. We are Christians and we know the great saving love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. That is easy to say in the comfort of our homes and in the peace in our country but can you imagine being one of those Christian families stranded on a mountain top in Iraq, running for your dear life and that of your children at the threat of being killed for believing in Christ. No possessions, no food or water, nothing but the adrenalin pumping your legs to run for your life and your strong everlasting faith in Jesus propelling you.   According to the Richter Scale of your heart, pray for our Christian brothers and sisters in Iraq for we are all one body in Christ.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

The Lords Prayer in different languages.. Israel

visitor verses pilgrim

'For to this you have been called, because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example, so that you should follow in his steps.' 1 Peter 2:21
When we go on pilgrimage  we take with us  what is called pilgrim baggage but what will we take home? St Giouanna says, ' By being a pilgrim my heart learns to hear the cries of those who have no choice but to be pilgrims;  refugees,  poor,and  impoverished. Today our lives are impacted with news of the refugees fleeing from wars in the Middle East, the looming humanitarian crisis in Africa with pending starvation of millions and a deadly virus and the persecution of Christians  who are being forced to convert to Islam or be killed. What do you take home when you go to your quiet place of prayer, your quiet day, your retreat, your time of reflection? These things are so important to do because it is in those times we hear the voice of God and are led to follow his ask of us. Without hearing his voice we are like pilgrims taking baggage with us and then bringing it home. Set firm in your mind and heart when you go to seek God that there is a difference between the visitor and the pilgrim. When you visit your special place of prayer come away knowing that.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

praying at the Western Wall Jerusalem

Place of pilgrimage

I was glad when they said to me, 'Let us go to the house of the Lord.' Our feet are standing within your gates O Jerusalem. Psalm 122
Pilgrims travel from all over the world to Jerusalem, and have done always and the first point of call is the place where Jesus body lay, in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, the most Holy place in Christianity. In 570AD a pilgrim called Peacenza placed a bronze lamp at the head of where Jesus body had laid. It burned there day and night and we took a blessing from it and then put it back. Holy places, sacred places to me are places where people of faith go consistently to pray, to touch, to see, to have an encounter. I stood at the slab of stone in this church where it is said marks the spot where the women attended to Jesus after he was taken off the cross. Is that so? perhaps it is, perhaps it isn't but what was a certainty was that for pilgrims such as Peacenza , myself and millions of others, this was a place where prayers have been descending to God, for centuries and that makes it a Holy, sacred place.  Where do you go consistently to pray, to see, to touch and to have an encounter.? Where ever that is for you, that to will be a place of holiness and sacredness for you thus the value of a prayer desk, a special chair, the same spot in the garden. Its those places that we meet God and are blessed and like Peacenza we take a blessing from that and then put it back.

The place where Jesus body lay.

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

living water

The water that I will give will become in them a spring of water gushing up to eternal life. John 3:14
I was reflecting on the Sunday Gospel of the loaves and fishes and how Jesus showed such compassion for the hungry crowd even though he was feeling tired and wanting to have some 'time out.' First he attended to their needs and then went aside by himself to pray. Sometimes we can experience compassion fatigue if we do not care for ourselves well in our ministry.'Life is about wholeness, not about effectiveness and its good to learn to be a human being and not a human doing.' (anon)
Gentle soft rain
Silently falling,refreshing, wetting, glistening on thirsty leaves. Thirsty for refreshment, thirsty for drink
like our souls, thirsty for you O Lord, to drink in your way, your life and be refreshed
by what you call your 'living water.'
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Gethsemane

They went to a place called Gethsemane. Mark 14:32
Sometimes we don't know how to pray and sometimes we feel a particular passion for a situation that needs prayer and sometimes we need to go to a quiet place and just 'be' with God. Sometimes the act of lighting a candle or smelling a perfumed flower can be a deep and profound prayer  and connection with God. As I looked at the ancient olive trees in the  garden of Gethsemane I had a sense of the deep anguish of Jesus as he prayed to his Father , perhaps at first not knowing quite what to pray for.
I was particularly struck by the prayer in the cloisters of St Georges Cathedral Jerusalem that to me seemed to come from a situation that required sensitive encompassing  prayer. It was written by  a Palestinian  Christian and it reads

like this:
Pray not for Arab or Jew, for Palestinian or Israeli pray rather for ourselves that we might not  divide them in our prayers but keep them both together in our hearts. 
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Be bold and strong

Be strong and bold;have no fear or dread of them because it is the Lord your God who goes with you;he will not fail you or forsake you. Deut 31:6

What a troubled world we live in and its hard at times to put that in any sort of perspective as I walked this morning in a fresh morning frost, quiet and peace yet my heart carried a weight of the world's troubles.
I suspect for many who are grieving and suffering it would be easy to give into fear and to give up on living but we don't and we must not because God has given us a faith. Faith is something hard to explain at times but is really is as simple as 'I believe' and if that's the concept we have as Christians then that should give us an inner sense that God is in control of all things, he is present and a well of strength and peace when we feel our world is out of control and we are downcast. We struggle but we hold onto that faith.  As people of God and people of faith and belief we need to be able to be present and  strengthen those who may be feeling a 'crack'  in their faith in these troubled times. Prayer, our prayers are the hope of the troubled world.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

pray for the peace, pray for the peace

How they are destroyed in a moment, swept away utterly by terrors! Ps 73:19
There are many dark places full of haunts of violence in the land of Israel and the city of Jerusalem and indeed as we see, in the world..  To the sound of wailing air raid sirens I watched combat, missile carrying helicopters fly over and  cloud the otherwise bright sky of Jerusalem, I couldn't help but  think how swift and unexpected violence can be. Moments ago I had been preparing for my days outing in peace and quiet and suddenly I found myself running for the air raid shelter. War erupted over the kidnap and death of three Israeli boys and the retaliation of the brutal death of a Palestinian boy. And today there is a personal tension of praise to God and grief.  I arrived home safely on my flight but 298 people on another flight didn't.
Where is God in all of this we may well ask. I answer myself  by saying God is healing, comforting, strengthening and loving as Jerusalem churches (and churches around the world) provide sanctuary, education and other assistance to all. The churches are a sanctuary and the voice of the voiceless speaking out loudly for change. Every evening at Evensong in St Georges Cathedral we ended the service with the quiet repetitious chant of: Pray for the peace, pray for the peace, pray for the peace of Jerusalem ( the world) I find now each evening after Compline I quietly sing that same chant. How are you the voice of the church in our turbulent world?

last rose of summer

Then sings my soul,my saviour God to thee (TIS 155)
How do you describe a morning that is as whiter than white?
How do you describe the large 'old man' tree that lies on its side   becoming one with the soil
flanked by new winter grass its upper trunk majestic with a covering of shining frost
How do you describe the rising sun,silver like a moon,pushing its way through thick cold fog to filter through the silent eucalyptus in streams of soft morning light
How do you describe the last summer rose

on a leafless thorny bush?
Then sings my soul, my saviour God to thee,.How great thou art, how great thou art.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ
Anne, servant of the Lord.

something greater

The Lord is a strong tower. He is a tower of strength in time of need. Ps9:9
Sometimes we are faced with something to do that we perceive to be far greater than we think we are able.
I remember the first funeral I every took.
The first sermon I preached.
The first essay I wrote.
The first pastoral visit I did

I recall leaning heavily on the shoulder of God with many prayers and calls of 'help.'
Isn't it then that we truly know the strength of God and the power of the Holy Spirit?
Its an amazing experience to put utter and total trust in God when all our human strengths have deserted us. It puts a whole new meaning to the words.' in the strength of the Lord.'
Until we experience that we don't really know the power of God.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Unchanging God

Wind, wind blow on me, wind wind set me free, wind wind the Father sent, the blessed Holy Spirit. (New Harvest 226)
I was watching the children flying a kite and they were having such fun and filled with joy as it flew to great heights on the wind,  dipping, and dancing in the sky until the wind stopped and then down it fell helplessly to the ground where the children rushed to gather it up and fly it again. As I watched it reminded me so much of life, the ups and downs of life. The soaring and dancing and the dips and crashes and then I thought of God, how he is there for us in whatever life dishes up to us be it when we are filled with joy, dancing and happiness or down in the dumps, sad and feeling alone or in crisis. His love is unfailing, unchanging and always present, never dependent on which way the wind is blowing but just always there ready to soar with us or pick us up and launch us back into life again.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

Glory Lord and Honor

Sing praises to the Lord for he has done gloriously. Isaiah 12:5
Autumn is so special a time to see right before our eyes, the Glory of God. Magnificent autumn leaves, multiple hues, hanging, falling, blowing in the wind, carpeting the ground, glorious sun rises and sun sets that paint the sky in breathtaking colours  and bring the day onto its knees in stillness and quiet but have you taken your sight of God's Glory a step further?  Have you seen God's Glory in a single raindrop?
Tiny  dots of creation, and as  the sun shines through

 they become a kaleidoscope of crystal like colours, bubbles packed with God's beauty.
What a mighty and magnificent God we have.
Take the time, take the time to have many pauses in your day and see for yourself his Glory right there beside you. See him eye to eye in his glory.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

every day a day of thanksgiving

Let them sacrifice thank offerings and tell of his works with songs of joy. Ps 107:22

Its glorious, glorious, is the autumn morning. The pilgrimage to the pond brought joy and delight. There is a mist in the valleys of the backdrop of the mountains, pockets of mystery, soft, gentle mystery and in the paddock  I watch a cluster of blue wildflowers dance in the gentle breeze for a moment of utter delight. I survey it all and my heart kneels to pray. Thank you God for the beauty around me everywhere- the soft breeze, the autumn air, the dew on the grass, the sunshine - Help us Lord to remember that the key to life and living is to make each prayer a prayer of thanks and ever day a day of thanksgiving. (Steiner Rice)
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ
Anne, servant of the Lord

solid joys

Glorious things of you are spoken, solid joys and lasting treasure non but Zion's children know. TIS 446

I can vouch for that:

The dawn of morning, fog ridden and silent
                     and a magpie sings.
The blaze of fiery red in the sunrise, glowing behind ghost like  trees
                     silhouetting, shadowing, illuminating
Deep blue mountains, contours clear and weaving
                      tips  touched and painted pink by the rising sun.
Autumn leaves, a kaleidoscope of colours
                        hanging, falling, carpeting the ground
Transforming beauty as the day breaks
                       and there is a sense that God is here, in the stillness and the quiet.
Glorious things that speak of God
                       solid joys and lasting treasures.

Peace.
Anne, servant of the Lord

Amazing

'Tell me the stories of Jesus I love to hear.' (Hymn)
I see it again and again, God is active and with us in the world today, revealing this in so many ways if we have ears to hear and eyes to see and a heart that's open.This week a young man asked me if I could help him. As he constantly wiped tears from his cheeks with the corner of his jacket he  told a story of trying to survive on a very low income job, restricted by a bridging visa and with a wife and baby to look after as well. I can't make ends meet, we are sinking, can you find me a job, I have aged care qualifications . My heart went out to him and I said I would do my best.  After he left  I immediately went to the Lord and pleaded his case to God. ' How,' I said' can we help this desperate young man, a pilgrim in our country?'   I went later in the day to the aged care facility and pleaded his case 'Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in his wonderful face and the things of earth will seem strangely dim in the light of his glory and grace.'

 but God had gone before me, paving the way and at this moment it seems, this young man has a job, restricted still by a bridging visa but on a higher salary.  'What can I say but 'thank you God, thanks you.' and I say it on my knees. I came home singing
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ
Anne, servant of the Lord

pilgrimage

Mat 26:36. Sit here while I go over there and pray.
I love that word 'pilgrimage.' Its a word that takes you on an adventure the moment you think it or say it no matter where you are heading. I go on a pilgrimage daily, sometimes several times a day, when I look at the pond across from my home. I can journey there and reflect and ponder and dwell and stay, for as long as I want, in fact, its often hard to pull myself away. There are, at the pond, countless moments of pure delight, beautiful red rumped grass parrots, the cheeky willy wag tail, blue wrens, flighty finches,wood ducks, frogs,dragonflies, reeds growing straight and tall housing shelter and places of nesting.. There is often a filtering of soft mist, mysterious and inviting.There is stillness and  quiet but most of all in the beauty and stillness there is God and isn't that what a pilgrimage is about, a place to go, reflect, cast off your cares, and see and seek and find God.Where is your favourite place of pilgrimage?
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ
Anne,servant of the Lord

Delight in the Lord

Take delight in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart Ps 37:4
It was so quiet out walking this morning. it was early and there was a nip in the air and even the birds were quiet. So peaceful to just be with God and I could see the cloud around the horizon with a ting of red and I waited for the morning to explode into the colour of an autumn sunrise.I was not disappointed.
Layer upon layer of red and orange and grey and blue that kept coming and coming like a tide to the shore and it rebounded across the sky in a repetition of colourful episodes.  Breathtaking, mind centering, God focusing and blessing upon

blessing as the Lord showered the day with his presence. My cup has been filled. The Lord is in his house.  How has your cup been filled ready for the day ahead?
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ
Anne, servant of the Lord.

God of surprise

While he was speaking these words to me I was speechless. Daniel 10:15
Why should I be surprised when God steps into a situation with a solution. When he suddenly seems to be there on 'the same page' as me?  I have a client at the Day Hospice who I had promised a new wheel chair as the one he was using was not safe and then my funding ran out and on my mind was my promise to this man of his new chair. 'How Lord,' I asked in prayer,' am I going to honour this promise?' These thoughts were on my mind as I went to visit a family to discuss the funeral of their elderly mother. After the discussion one of her son's said to me, quite out of the blue.' I don't suppose you know anyone who could use an almost new 'Mercedes style' wheelchair do you?' It seemed an age before I responded with a 'yes I could', trying not to sound too excited and then explained I have a man at the day hospice I am involved in and...... They were so chuffed to think the chair was going to be used and I was so blessed that God came to that funeral preparation. I drove home almost in shock at the events that had unfolded. God is so good, so good.

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

God calling

Fill my whole life, O Lord my God. TIS 596
As a child I grew more and more fascinated in people who worked and devoted their life for God. I loved to see pictures in mission magazines of missionaries 'working' for God and when they visited our parish I was in awe of them. As I grew up this fascination grew with me and people like Mother Teresa became one I admired, respected and saw as one who gave her life totally in service to Christ..(Of course my father, a parish priest was well up in my books also.) What an inspiration these people and more have been in my life.
I read in a book called 'God Calling' a simple phrase that said, 'God's calling ......FOR ME.'  We can always draw inspiration from people around us who live extraordinary lives of love and service, who spark the best in us. When we hear of Christians exemplifying God's best best in their love for others, their service and their character..................learn their song......and sing it, calling out to God, 'Lord help me leave a legacy of love.'
Go in peace to love and serve the Lord.

Anne, servant of the Lord.

He is risen

 On the first day of the week, at early dawn, they came to the tomb. They found the stone rolled away but when they went in they did not find a body. He had risen.' Luke 24 (paraphrased)
What a glorious autumn morning. The golden sunlight crept across the last of the dark of night bringing light to the new day. Everywhere I looked the golden fingers of light brought colour and life to a dark earth.....across the dew laden paddocks and through the fog in the valley. I paused a moment to watch the mist rising from the pond as it reflected the reeds and bushes around itself. The two swans were just stirring from their sleep, slowly raising their long black necks in a stretch and the mountain tops showed a hue of pale pink as the sun tipped their peaks and the magpies called in the new day.  I thought of a poem I had penned...'soft soft the morning mist did rise.' Gifts from God, every one of them and I reflect on Holy Week and the great love of God and the risen Christ. What wonderful fuel for the day.

The tomb garden Jerusalem

(Steiner-Rice) I saw the dew glisten in crystal like splendor, while God with a touch that is gentle and tender, wraps up the night and softly tucks it away and hangs out the sun to herald a new day.
May your day be blessed with new beginning. May your life be refreshed by the Easter experience and God's peace be with you.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Jesus the Messiah

What should I do with Jesus who is called the Messiah?  Matthew 27:22

These words of Pilate have really sat with me this Easter. Its been an experience of previously 'unnoticed' words suddenly leaping off the page at me and sitting in my mind in reflection and meditation......'what should I do with Jesus?'
We have stood before the cross  this Good Friday and reflected and now look towards facing  the resurrection and we do so with a renewed 'life' and an even deeper desire to keep the risen Lord Jesus Christ alive.
Ask the question Pilate asked but ask it of yourself......'what should I do with Jesus?'
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne,servant of the Lord.

Holy week

'Take our lives and let them be, consecrated Lord to thee, take our moments and our days, let them flow in ceaseless praise.' Hymn by Alan Wilson 1945
Palm Sunday or as its  known these days as  Sunday of the Passion, the beginning of Holy Week. When I think of the word Passion in relation to this event I think of the great passion, the great love of God who was prepared to sacrifice his Son Jesus for us...for ME. That's huge.That love is unimaginable.And all the while Jesus walked to Jerusalem he knew he was walking to his death but he also knew that in doing so it would give us life. As a child Palm Sunday was exciting. The gathering of the palms, the Saturday spent making palm crosses, the bright red liturgical dressings in the church sanctuary, the procession of palms and  hymns that raised the roof  and we would go home after the service clutching our treasured and so meaningful palm cross but more meaningful I think is the fact that we went home with a 'fire,' a passion,' an excitement that has stayed with me all my life and which is ignited and relived  every time I open my prayer book and am faced with a fading,discoloured, aging palm cross, a perpetual reminder of God's love for me. Imagine the scene in Jerusalem when Jesus arrived; palms, excitement, people everywhere to greet him shouting 'Hosanna to the King,' then imagine the heart of Jesus.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

The road from the Mount of Olives into Jerusalem

stone of help

Then Samuel took a stone and set it up between Mizpah and Jeshanah and named it Ebenezer, for he said,' Thus far the Lord has helped us.' 1 Samuel 7:12 NRSV
I am often reminded of this text when I reflect on a small, round, smooth stone that I have on my prayer desk with the word 'peace' carved on it. Somehow when I look on the word on that stone I have a sense of the ever present help of the Lord and how that word alone, set on a rock can calm what ever storm might be raging and affirm the victories won. It reminds me of God's faithfulness throughout my life.It reminds me that Jesus came into our world to bring peace and peace comes to us when we surrender to his will.

I like this translation from the TEV. 'The Lord has helped us all the way......and he named it 'stone of help.'
How good to remember that God's help is just a stones throw away. As he was for Samuel, so he is for you and me.

The secrets and beauty of God

Let everything that breathes praise the Lord. Ps 150:6
Its seems the older we get the more meaningful the seasons of the year become to us, in a spiritual way. Its like we dive deeper into the secrets and beauty of God as we see the depth of his love in creation. The autumn at the moment is  just coming into its best looking glorious and each year I find myself saying it just gets better. There is something about a tree of multiple colours with the sun shining through it that always wants me to say 'now there is God's glory ' and yet I can look at a leafless tree silhouetted in the fog and see the same glory. I feel my spirits rise when I see the new growth in the springtime and the magic of blossoms and the shade trees

                                             

                       

                                                               Grounds of St Saviours Cathedral Goulburn

provide in the summer. It seems that trees can portray their beauty whatever the season.
I think of our lives and work, the people we encounter each day and trust that we may reflect God's beauty throughout our lives and appreciate it in others. May we truly see God's glory in one another.
My prayerful thoughts today include those people who can see no beauty in their lives.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

For Jesus

May I never boast about anything except the cross of  our Lord Jesus Christ. Galatians 6:14
We had a lovely time together in the service at the aged care facility. We had talked about the beautiful roses I had brought in from my garden to put on the table . We sang hymns that touched our spirit and went deep into our souls, we had a small bracket of interactive reflection on 'the man born blind.' before we prayed for the world and for  every head bowed in that small group and for  those who had 'gone to be with the Lord ' from among us. Following the service we went into singing for fun and the roof raised when we sang' Jesus Loves me this I know'.I always come away from that service knowing exactly what it is that God requires of me and that is to not only love one another  especially the older people but to raise them up in spiritual strength. At the conclusion of the service the roses were passed onto one of the ladies to put in her room. As I was leaving one of the congregation tapped me on the arm and quietly  said: ' I love it when you come, I get so much more out of the service and go away encouraged with so much to reflect on.'
May we thoughtfully minister to our older people beyond  just  'maintenance.'
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne Servant of the Lord

and heaven gave earth her fines gift

Christ carried our sins in his body on the cross. 1 Peter 2:24
Lent, a time of additional reflection, repentance, forgiveness, redemption. All words we should be familiar with. Words all essential to our spiritual growth, our journey, our future, our future with Christ Jesus our Lord.There should be no situation that blocks us from our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. We can always come to him with bowed knees and bent head, or running with arms outstretched, to seek his forgiveness. He will always welcome us.We should avoid at all costs a situation that creates a chasm between ourselves and God that leads to a sense of abandonment. Christs death saw to that.
' In an act that broke the heart of the Father yet honoured the holiness of heaven, sin, purging judgement, flowed over the sinless Son of the ages, and heaven gave earth her finest gift, the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.
My God, my God, why did you abandon me? Why did Christ scream those words?............so you don't have to.' (anon)

National deacons conference 2012

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

O the honour

We were eye witnesses of his majesty. 2 Peter 1:16
God came near to be seen and those who saw him were never the same again.
'We saw his glory,' exclaimed one follower. 'We were eye witnesses of his majesty.' whispered a martyr.
Christianity, in the purest form is nothing more than seeing Jesus. Christian service, in its purest form, is nothing more than imitating him whom we see.
It never ceases to amaze me when I reflect on the diaconate and how we have been entrusted with the servant ministry of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. What a treasure we hold. Daily extending and continuing what Christ began for the lonely,the sick,the outcast,the lost of our  world, a continuation of history,Christianity, the story HIS ministry.
God has come near to be seen. He came  so near to us

 that he touched us on the shoulder and whispered in our ear: 'Come, follow me and do likewise.'  What an honour, what a privilege.
May you walk humbly and serve justly in the name of our Savior, Jesus Christ.
Anne, Servant of the Lord.

O the wonder of God

I passed a garden when out walking that was very drought effected and in the midst was a drooping bottle brush shrub with the most magnificent 'bottle brush' looking  flowers, soft, soft orange a midst the brown bush and on a twig a little jenny wren sat and sang her song, just momentarily.

'He heard things which cant be put into words.' 2 Cor 12:4

A field of cobwebs

That verse draws my thoughts into what it is that we 'hear' and cant put into words. That magnificent scenery in a special place, a perfect reflection on a pond, the peel of a church bell, the chorus of morning birds when all else is asleep, time and history etched on the face of the elderly, the colour of autumn leaves,the quiet spaces, the reaching out of hands to receive the sacraments. They cause a small voice in our hearts to say'Ah' and sense the presence of God that cant be described.
Matthew Henry said: The ground of our hope is Christ in this world but the evidence of our hope is Christ in the heart.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

God's wonders

'Be still and know that I am God.' Ps 46:10
There was so much to take in this morning as I stepped out the front gate. A glorious still  morning, soft light of day break and the classical autumn mist across the creek and valleys topped by green hill crests.The sunrise was florescent red outlining the clouds and to mind came the hymn, 'When morning guilds the sky my heart awakening cries, Jesus Christ is Lord.'  That's the effect it has on me, yet I can pass another out for an early morning walk who is totally unaware of what is going on about them. Ear plugs in and focus on the phone texting, totally oblivious and no idea what they just missed.
Gariepy says: 'Life in the fast forward mode can keep us from an encounter with the wonders of God all around us.. Like the sound of a distant  bell comes God's call to man: Be still and know that I am God.  It is a call in our daily life to be aware of the barrenness of too busy a life.'
How did you encounter God's wonders this morning?
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord

encounter

Encourage one another with these words. 1 Thess.4:8
Glorious morning with a soft, subtle hint of an autumn mist on a still countryside with  cows grazing quietly on the hill  green and fresh from recent rain, a family of kangaroos lift their heads and look as I pass and the two swans who had been feeding on the pond gracefully take flight on their next adventure and as I walk I see my   foot prints leave a mark on the dew laden grass. And my thoughts go to God. There is a sense that he is so near that I dare to say he is walking with me unfolding all I see and hear as I walk into the gift of this new day. At  church yesterday we were asked did we see the rainbow as we came to church. I did, a perfect arc, brilliant in colour, a 'pause' moment. How and where do you encounter God and have you wandered off on your own journey and become a little lost from him, so much so you didn't see 'his face' and' feel his presence'

in the gifts of the new day, the beauty of the rainbow?
Spend time this Lent, closing the gap between yourself and God making it a series of encounters that are life giving and life lasting.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

Blessings on blessings

See, I am setting before you today a blessing......you can choose to take it. Deut.11:26 (Paraphrased)
There is nothing better than starting the day talking to God. Thanking him, praising him, walking with him. Even when life is tough, and I think of the farmers in drought situations, so many blessed by the gift of hay for their stock  and  I look at the farm across the road from me all dry and dust and after a few showers of rain is now so bright green. Wood ducks are grazing on the grass and swimming in fresh water on the pond. The garden, full of multiple blessings as I bend to smell the perfumes of the old world rose, the deep purple budlia, the lemon tree blossom and watch the visiting blue wrens shower among the wet plants.They seem so happy and full of life (I think they are blessed by it) and know a welcoming garden when they see one.  Its difficult to say more than just a deep felt and simple' thank you Lord.'
Try and find a blessing today, even if you are struggling to go look for one and really, it will change your day.
Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Anne, servant of the Lord.

spot the blue wren!